Heart Like Yours Chapter 3 ‘Where Were You?Just a Little Late

 

Kellin’s P.O.V

"Hey Kell I’m home." . I heard Vic’s voice echo through the small apartment. I had been in bed all day, not willing to go through anything that wasn’t mine, so I just sat looking through my phone. 

Hundreds of pictures of me and Vic, literally. “how have you been?” He asked leaning against the door frame of our bedroom, shoving his hands in his pocket. 

I shrugged, looking at him through my thick black locks. He walked over to the bed, sitting on his legs across from me. “What’s wrong?” He asked, worry written all over his face. I pulled my attention back to the pictures that glowed on my phone, tracing my thumb over them. 

"We looked so happy …" I didn’t take my gaze away from the phone.  "We still are" Vic said. Te atmosphere felt different, like the air in my lungs had been blown out of me. 

I gazed at the picture on my phone, me and Vic, him holding me in his arms, me holding both of his hands around me, our lips touching, I couldn’t bare it. I still felt like I was disappointing him. How could I forget the person he claims that I love? Because if it was love I wouldn’t forget, would I? 

Vic folded his legs underneath himself. He took my hands in his. In the silence,I surprisingly let his take my hand, him smiling from ear to ear as I returned it with a slightly forced smile. 

He ran his thumb across the front of my palms, calming me down a bit. “I love you” Those words slipped out of his words as if you told him to sing his abc’s. I felt his hands give me a reassuring squeeze. 

"Okay um,I’m feeling a bit tired " I tried to change the subject. "Oh … okay" He said but still didn’t let my hands escaped from his grasp. I could see the pain in his eyes when I didn’t say those words that he so desperately wanted to here again, but how can you love someone you don’t even remember?

I took my hands from his, “Maybe I could show you your studio tomorrow?” he asked with pleading eyes. 

"Yeah, If you have the time we could." I said. I got up from the bed making my way towards the door, releasing my hands from Vic’s grasp. 

"I thought you said you were tired" He asked as he slipped into something more comfortable. 

"I am you need the bed more then I do, so …" So I began to walk out  the room before a strong hand clasped around my arm. I stopped in my tracks and turned around to face him.

"No! yo can’t sleep on the couch. I won’t let you. You could sleep on the bed tonight", But I still refused. 

"Well… .maybe we can both sleep on the bed". Was he serious. "I don’t thin-" I got cut off by Vic. "We can go head to toe?" He asked, wiggling into bed. I sighed and slipped into the bed with him at my toes. 

"See, problem solved" He smiled wiggling his toes. I giggled slightly at his playfulness. 

"Night Kell" Vic said sleepily.

"Goodnight I said but I knew too well that I wasn’t going to fall asleep tonight. 

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Vic’s P.O.V

I woke up to empty, cold sheets. Wasn’t my choice way of waking up, but I was feeling a void with Kellin missing, it wasn’t helping my nerves.

I climbed out of bed, stretching my arms, wincing at the cold tile beneath my feet. “Kell?” I called through the hall as I slipped on a random shirt. 

There was no reply and I silently made my way deeper into the house. “Kell, you up?” I stopped in my track when i heard the radio playing in the kitchen. 

I giggled quietly as I heard Kellin singing a random song to himself. I leaned against the counter, Kellin still not noticing my presence. 

"I just want yo to know who I am, And I don’t want the world to see me-" He sang as he stirred his coffee. "I see you’ve discovered your talent" I said. He jumped, surprised to see me there and grasped his chest. 

"Holy shit, Vic you scared me" He panted trying to catch his breath. "What are you doing up so early?" I said sliding in my chair. 

He hesitated but answered, ‘I coudn’t sleep … But I made us breakfast”He changed the subject quickly . He doesn’t get that I notice these things, Him trying to slid his own struggle past my nose like I didn’t notice.

He sat a plate in front of me. Pancakes, eggs and fruit. “This looks great babe” I said beginning to dig in. He smiled at the compliment and began eating. 

"Is that shirt comfortable?" I asked, placing a fruit in my mouth. Kellin wore a Copeland shirt that fit perfectly on his body. He nodded, taking a swig of his warm drink. 

"I’m glad you like my shirts, you always liked my band merch" I smiled, watching his eyes grow wide. "Oh, I’m sorry I- just thought. It was the only thing I felt comfortable in." He said. "It’s fine, What’s mine is yours remember?" I asked. That was a stupid question, of course he didn’t remember … 

He tore his gaze away from mine quickly, blinking unevenly. “I’m sorry, that was a stupid question” I shook my head, mentally slapping myself. 

"No it’s fine, it’s fine" He said and continued to eat. 

We stayed silent until we finished eating, but we didn’t get up from the table.Kellin looked at me, keeping eyes contact maybe alittle to long.

"What?" I asked sipping on my drink.

He looked down shaking his head, “Nothing” He picked at the leftovers on his plate. I shook it off and placed my plate into the sink. “So since I’m off today, maybe I could show you your studio now” I said beginning to wash my dish and his. 

"Okay cool" He said simply and got up to go change into something casual. 

*

I unlocked the doors to the small studio building, Kellin following close behind me. “So, this is it. Sorry about the mess, this was like your second home” I laughed at my own joke, earning a soft giggle from Kellin. 

I moved the instruments, and picked up some of loose cords that lay sloppily on the floor. “My second home?” he asked, tracing his hands over the bottoms on the dash. 

I nodded, “yeah, You used to come here from dawn to dust, playing music, teaching others. It was amazing” I said, remembering the days where Kellin would bring kids in here, teaching them piano, guitar, you name it and he showed them. Kellin was open and loving to who ever had  passion for music as strong as he did, it was an incredible sight. 

"You used to just come in here and blast Copeland-" I skipped over to the radio and pushed in his Copeland cd. "-I don’t know how you did it, but you always seemed to get more stuff done when you listened to them". I turned up the music to about the volume he usually listened to. He cringed slightly. 

"You could go on for hours just making tracks" I screamed over the music."Um, can you turn the music down alittle" He said, his face cringed. I laughed. He used to listen to this louder then this! "I swear you recorded your voice, all by yourself, I could never get you out of h-".

"COULD YOU PLEASE TURN THE FUCKING MUSIC DOWN!" He screamed, closing his eyes, banging on the counter next to him. 

I stopped rambling and turned the music off. I didn’t turn to face him and took the cd out of the radio. I chucked it across the room, my face getting red it anger. He flinched at my actions.

"I"M TRYING TO HELP YOU KELLIN!" I ran my hands through my hair. "We don’t speak to each other like this" I said more calmly. I was ferious. We never did this, we were just us, never did we have a screaming match, we would talk it out if we had a problem.

Kellin swallowed thickly, pulling at his sweater. “If there was a problem we would fix it, never yell at each other” My voice getting higher. 

"I- I just. I want you to- " I was lost for words, wanting but not receiving. I sighed loudly, my body shaking. I never wanted to raise my voice at Kellin, or even see the look that he had in his eyes when I lost my temper, fear on his lips when he gnawed on then nervously.  

I gave up, walking past him, my shoulder brushing past his. That was the most contact I’ve gotten so far  … But he still seemed out of reach. 

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Kellin’s P.O.V

Vic went to work the next day, not saying a word to me, just long glances of sorrow. I didn’t want to put him through this anymore, he doesn’t need this. 

I placed some shirts into my bag, along with some belongings that I believed were mine, I guess he wasn’t kidding when he said ‘what’s mine is yours’, we literally sheared everything. Either way, I took what I thought was mine and packed it. 

I had already called my sister, explaining that I wanted her to pick me up. She showed up not 15 minutes later, helping me pack, but she seemed different. maybe it was just her new hair color. 

"Kellin, what do you want me to do with-" My sister’s voice got cut off by keys jingling in the door.

"Hey Kell-" Vic’s voice called out after he shut the door. I wasn’t expecting him to be home so early. "I stopped at the coffee shop down the street, I picked up a little something-" Vic stopped in his tracked, his face dropping when he saw my suitcase. 

"What’s going on?" He asked, putting the bag of whatever he stopped to get me on the counter. 

"Oh, um I just wanted to maybe try to get back in touch with my parents " I answered, I didn’t even know why I stopped talking to them anyways. 

He took off his bag and he frowned when he saw my sister come from around the corner, clutching the rest of my bags in her hands. 

"Victor" She greeted him formally placing a soft hand on my shoulder. "Kailey" He returned her gesture. I could practically feel the tension between them. 

"Kellin are you sure you don’t want at least think about us?" He said, his pleading eyes burning holes into mine. 

I turned away from him, zipping up my bag. “I can’t stress myself enough about what I do to you, Your so blinded by love and the desire to have the old me back, but I just can’t be him right now-“

I lifted up my suitcase, “-I have to find myself, and I think I should start with family first” I said, dragging my suitcase. 

"We’ll tell you if we’ve made any progress with him Victor" She said, helping me with my stuff.

"I don’t get it" He said, his glassy eyes looked away from mine.

"I’m sorry …  I just can’t be the Kellin you fell in love with right now" I said, No matter how many times I said it, it was hard to tell someone to fall out of love with you, but I wasn’t asking that, hopefully this was temporary.

But something changed in his eyes when I said that, good or bad I couldn’t tell. Vic stood there, wearing an emotionless face, was he always this good hiding his emotions? It almost made me want to drop my bags and just hold him and tell him it’s okay to feel.

"It’s okay, I wasted your time" he said lowly, "Just lock the door when you leave, you have the keys Kellin"

"I love you, okay?"he didn’t wait for an answer, he probably knew that answer.He stumbled into his room without another word, except for the echoing of the tears dropping bellow his feet. 

My lips curled down as I could almost feel the betrayal dripping off his words. Kailey rubbed my back supportive, “Come on, mom and the other’s will be happy to see you” She smiled, hauling my bags. 

I pulled the keys out of my pockets doing the only thing I could do for Vic right now.

I locked the door …

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Request for ANON

Wow I haven’t requested in a while. Uhm a fluffy Andy one where you’re in highschool walking home. He is going the same way and it starts pouring. (You’re not dating but you like. A lot) instead if going home maybe you go to a park and get your first kiss? Idk. Super fluffy and cuddly?

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"Why are you so booooreing y/n let’s do something fun" Andy whined, leaning against you. You giggled at his cuteness but kept walking. 

Andy always walked you home, you guys would walk the same path home, you’d always go your separate ways when you got to your door, plain, and you knew Andy grew bored of the same things quickly. 

You opened your mouth to say something but when you felt a drop of wetness fall on your cheeks you stopped in your tracks. You looked up at the sky, drop of rain quickly escalated to it pouring down on you both.

You shrieked playfully trying to cover your head with anything, you didn’t even have a jacket. Andy chuckled at your struggle to keep dry, but eventually took off his jacket and covered you up with it. “Thanks” You sighed, shaking your wet hair.

"Come  on" He smiled grabbing your hand beginning to run down the street, his body already being soaked by the rain. 

He pulled you into the park to the shaded area, sitting down on won of the benches. He shook his hair like a dog and you laughed as he got you even more wet. 

"Hey, bad puppy" you joked sitting next to him on the bench. You covered yourself more with his leather jacket trying to stay warm. 

"So y/n, lets play a game" he suggested folding his long legs. You sat to face him. "Okay Biersack, your on" you urged. 

"Okay, truth of dare" he asked. "And don’t you dare pick truth" he added, giving you a look. 

You laughed, “Okay dare” you didn’t like playing this game with him because it always ended up either him getting a police escort home or you getting completely embarrassed, but you didn’t mind.

"Hum …?" He thought, looking around. His eyes got wide seeing a group of teenagers on the other side of the park. "I dare you to go over there and ask for condom" he gave you an evil smirk. 

You groaned, “Fuck you Andrew” You knew he hated being called by his full name but he deserved it with this stupid dare. You sighed and got up starting to walk over there but turned around hoping Andy would spare you. 

"Go on" He laughed folding his arms over his chest. 

You walked over there and they stopped what they were doing, “U-um do you guys maybe have a … a condom?” You asked, your cheeks flushing red in embarrassment.

They laughed and some shook their head, ‘no’, but one was dieing of laughter and handed me one. “Here, and enjoy” He said handing me one. ‘what the hell, who brings a condom to the park?’ you thought but thanked him running back to  Andy who was hunched over the bench laughing his ass off at you. 

"Shut up" you smiled throwing the condom package at him. 

"Okay my turn, truth or dare" You sat down again thinking.

"Dare, you know me" he said trying to be all big and bad.

"Okay,I dare you to call your mom and say you got a girl pregnant" You smiled. 

"Not my momma!" he screamed. "Damn it she’s gonna wipe me for this" he joked, pulling out his phone dialing his moms number.

"Hey mom- yeah I’m fine, um I have to tell you something" You covered your mouth to stop from bursting out in laughter. 

"Um remember that girl that I liked a while ago, yeah well um … she’s pregnant" he said letting out a fake shaky sigh. 

"You and y/n playing truth or dare again" I heard his mom laugh on the other end. 

"Fine you got me, thanks mom" He rolled his eyes. "You better not come home in handcuffs this time or a swear-" he mom yelled before Andy quickly hung up. 

You let out a huge laugh as Andy looked wide eyed and laughed with you. 

"Okay, okay truth of dare" he asked. 

"Um truth" You said, afraid to do another dare from him. 

"Okay … . how many guys have you kissed?" He asked playing with his fingers. 

Your heart stopped, embarrassed by the answer but you said it anyway “None sadly…” You said lowly.

"You haven’t kissed anyone yet?" He asked, sounding surprised. "Why do you sound so surprised, you’ve probably kissed alot of girls " You looked down at your hands. 

"Actually I haven’t kissed anyone yet" He admitted, pink crept onto his cheeks. Your eyes went wide, the way he speaks to girls at school, and he hasn’t even lost his virginity let alone kissed anyone, god damn. 

You both were now flushed in the cheeks and Andy was the first one to look at you with soft eyes. He licked his lips looking like he was thinking, before he scooted closer to you. 

You looked into his eyes, your heart pounding out of your chest  as he got closer, you knew what he was doing and you didn’t care, it was like your body was thinking for you. 

You held your cheeks in his hands, his blue eyes piercing in yours as his lips ghost’s against yours, your hands laying on his legs as you felt his hot breath on your lips. 

He finally leaned in fully, and his lips immediately warmed yours and you melted into his arms. His lips fit perfectly with yours as his lips moved against them slowly.

His thumb traced your cheeks and he pulled away and you let out a breath that you didn’t even know you were holding in. 

"At least you didn’t get arrested this time" you breathed. He chuckled, burring his head in the crook of your neck. 

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Request for ANON

Can you do a fluffy Kellin one where you guys are young. He notices you being bullied and they start to try to beat you up but you beat the group of kids up instead and he’s all impressed and stuff. He then notices you crying as you walk away cuz of the hurtful things they said. He comes to comfort you and maybe during a hug your shirt shifts and he sees some cuts on your shoulder and instead of doing the usual “your perfect blah blah blah” he actually talks you into help and just holds you? ^.^

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Anon

You had just gotten out of class, lagging behind the big group of kids as usual. You sighed for the millionth time today as you walk out of the school building and begin to make your way home.

But of course you couldn’t just leave scotch free, you could feel the presence of people walking behind you, whispering, laughing. 

"Hey y/n! if that skirt gets any higher you might catch a cold" Venom dripped from the words that came out of there mouths. ‘Just keep walking’ you tried telling yourself as you walked faster.

"Hey!-" a hand gripped your arm tightly making you gasp. You saw that is was the normal group of low-lives that entertained themselves by making your life as miserable as possible.

"You look at me when I’m talking to you" She sneered. Who the hell did she think she was? "Get your hands off of me" you said through your teeth. You wiggled in her grip trying to get out of her grip.

She laughed, “Shut the fuck up, now tell me, how many boys did you have to give head to before the-

You spat in her face as she spoke, she disgusted you, picking on people that she didn’t even know.

"You son of a bitch!" She let go of your arm to wipe her eye clean and you took the chance to push her as hard as you could making her loose her balance,falling hard on the ground.

Before being grabbed by one of her male friends. ‘Oh geez this is too easy’ you thought before kneeing him in the junk, watching him shrivel to the group.  

You turned around running, you didn’t want to be taunted by her words anymore.

"What daddy not give you enough hugs when you were little?" She laughed dusting herself off. You stopped in your tracks, the words hit you like a ton of bricks. She didn’t know you, she never would.

You started walking as you were out of sight, you leaned against the brick wall, your breathing ridged, your body shaking. you covered your mouth trying to muffle out the sobs that finally came. She knew how to get to you and you hated that.

"Are you okay?" The small voice made you jump. You turned around seeing that it was only Kellin. "Kell, you scared me" your said quickly, wiping the tears away, but you knew you weren’t fooling anyone.

Kellin was always there, whenever you were kids, he would be there, and that still hasn’t changed.

"I’m fine" the lip slipped through my lips.

"Don’t say that y/n. your not fine" He said, wiping some of the tears on your flushed cheeks. 

You shook your head, lost of words. he was right. You aren’t fine, you never were. 

"I’m sorry" you cried, you don’t even know why you apologize these days, they just didn’t feel real anymore, none of this felt real.

He pulled you into his chest, wrapping your arms around him tightly, god you needed this, so bad. He held onto you as if you were the last person on earth.

"don’t be sorry, you have nothing to be sorry about. You kicked their ass, we should be celebrating" He tried to cheer you up but it was no use.

You tried to seize your tears but it just wasn’t working.  You pulled away from him, your shirt slipping off your shoulders unintentionally. You quickly picked it up again, knowing what you were hiding.

"Y/n … .please tell me that’s not what i think it was" Kellin said. You knew what he was talking about, you wish you didn’t. 

"It’s nothing" another lie. "Let’s just go home" You tried to push the subject aside. 

"Let me see y/n" he tried to see it again but you pulled away from him. 

"I said I was fine" you said more harshly. 

He looked down, trying not to pressure you, but you knew that he wanted answers. 

"  ..  .. .. I wish you would just trust me" He said lowly. 

It wasn’t that at all, “It’s not that I don’t trust you, it’s just not that big of a de-“

"Damn it y/n would you stop degrading yourself for one second and just- just let me help you!" Kellin choked out. He wasn’t mad, he was just disappointed.

You pushed your guilt aside, taking a sharp breath in, pulling your sleeves down again to reveal your wrong doing’s.

Sharp deep gashed alined your red skin, not something you were very proud of, but you didn’t regret it. 

He didn’t look surprised, he didn’t look happy either, he just lightly ran his fingers along each cut slowly. 

You pulled up your sleeve again, feeling he shouldn’t have to see anymore. 

"You did it because of them didn’t you?" 

it was like he was reading your mind, you hated that he knew you so well. you nodded slowly. He grasped your hands in his, pulling you back into his embrace, but you didn’t mind.

"I don’t want to do it again Kellin" You choked, burring your head in his chest. 

"You’ll never have to do it again, just let me help you okay, I promise you wont hurt again" he said against your neck. You nodded as he held you, swaying you both lightly as the cool wind kept you there.

You knew all to well that it would be hard for Kellin to let you go again, but you didn’t mind, not one bit.

 

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Open for Requests

Hello lovelies, yes it’s me again opening my inbox for request of any kind.

  • Gay, straight relationship request for bandmembers
  • Kellic (yeaaaaaah) Oli, vic, Austin, Andy, Ronnie, Tony, Mike, Justin Hills, Jack, Gabe and Kellin
  • Smut, extreme, mild, gay, straight, trigger warnings, 
  • One shots and Shipping
  • Date OUTFITS
  • pierce the veil, all time low, sleeping with sirens, falling in reverse, black veil brides, of mice and men, and bring me the horizon
  • Confessions, Juliet simms, Sleeping with Sirens and Pierce the veil.
  • And if you just need to talk 

SO COME AT ME, and I will be sure to answer every single one of them :)

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Something like Fire (Kellic)
Vic broke Kellin’s heart and Kellin’s doesn’t want to go through that again, never. After months without Vic, Kellin’s learned to try and live life without him, trying not to end it on the way. But what happen’s when Vic suddenly wants Kellin back? Will Kellin be willing to forgive and forget? Or will Kellin be to distraught to want to try again … 
http://www.wattpad.com/story/23292460-something-like-fire

Something like Fire (Kellic)

Vic broke Kellin’s heart and Kellin’s doesn’t want to go through that again, never. After months without Vic, Kellin’s learned to try and live life without him, trying not to end it on the way. But what happen’s when Vic suddenly wants Kellin back? Will Kellin be willing to forgive and forget? Or will Kellin be to distraught to want to try again …

http://www.wattpad.com/story/23292460-something-like-fire

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Dirty Little Secret/Batmandythings
Vic Fuentes, a soccer star, lead singer, straight A student, the spitting image of a perfect son. But when Kellin, who is the complete opposite, enters his life, They are both forced to Keep each other a secret, Will opposites attract or clash?
http://www.wattpad.com/story/18979657-dirty-little-secret
"I um, I’m not really feeling good tonight" my shaking voice didn’t help. I broght my knees up to my chest and the pillow I was sure that was ripping from my tight grip on it."Kells, are you alright?" Vic asked a worried expression on his face. I shook my head "mhm, yeah" I whispered, trying not to let out a sob. "Kellin, your not okay, something happened didn’t it, austin had your board at the game? You have to trust me Kellin, I don’t ant to see you hurting, but you keep hiding things from me-""I’m not Okay, alright!?!" I said as loudly as my voice could at the moment with out it cracking from the tears that were threatening to spill. " Vic I can’t take this anymore …"

Dirty Little Secret/Batmandythings

Vic Fuentes, a soccer star, lead singer, straight A student, the spitting image of a perfect son. But when Kellin, who is the complete opposite, enters his life, They are both forced to Keep each other a secret, Will opposites attract or clash?

http://www.wattpad.com/story/18979657-dirty-little-secret

"I um, I’m not really feeling good tonight" my shaking voice didn’t help. I broght my knees up to my chest and the pillow I was sure that was ripping from my tight grip on it."Kells, are you alright?" Vic asked a worried expression on his face. I shook my head "mhm, yeah" I whispered, trying not to let out a sob. "Kellin, your not okay, something happened didn’t it, austin had your board at the game? You have to trust me Kellin, I don’t ant to see you hurting, but you keep hiding things from me-""I’m not Okay, alright!?!" I said as loudly as my voice could at the moment with out it cracking from the tears that were threatening to spill. " Vic I can’t take this anymore …"

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music-sav3s-liv3s:

alwaysfindloveforyourself:

You’re standing there waiting for your favorite band. They were scheduled to go on at 8, it’s 8:03. You know it’s going to happen but it still catches you by surprise. The lights go down and a deep bass note, one so deep you feel it in your chest, rumbles from the speakers. Then it happens; everyone rushes forward, pushing the air out of your lungs. Then all that matters is that band and knowing that everyone is just trying to get a little closer to a band they love just as much as you do. Everything is perfect. 

I will always reblog this


Wow … So powerful it hurts

music-sav3s-liv3s:

alwaysfindloveforyourself:

You’re standing there waiting for your favorite band. They were scheduled to go on at 8, it’s 8:03. You know it’s going to happen but it still catches you by surprise. The lights go down and a deep bass note, one so deep you feel it in your chest, rumbles from the speakers. Then it happens; everyone rushes forward, pushing the air out of your lungs. Then all that matters is that band and knowing that everyone is just trying to get a little closer to a band they love just as much as you do. Everything is perfect. 

I will always reblog this

Wow … So powerful it hurts

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Ink (Alex Gaskarth)

Request sent by ANON: Alex Gaskarth imagine

Love like war

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As bored as bored can get, thinking that today would be much different compared to others but nope, God has forsaken you once more with boredom. You sighed for the billionth time as you got bored just  heart-ing band imagines all day, which made it into one of your daily routines.

Snapping you out of your daze you got a call from your mom, ‘why was she calling, isn’t she supposed to be inking someone right about now?’ you thought to yourself as you answered it.

"Hey baby, sorry to bother you but um, remember that guy that you liked from that band, um what was it. Times are Low or something?" she said quickly. You rolled your eyes as she said the name wrong.

You nodded your head even though she couldn’t see you, “Yeah, All time Low” you corrected her. “Yeah um that one guy that you said sings like an angel is in my shop y/n” she said happily. “Oh my god mom, don’t mess with me!” you said covering your mouth.

Your heart was beating out of your chest at this point as your breathing faltered from you breathing so quickly. “Nope, I’m serious, come down” She asked. You nodded quickly “Okay okay, be there in five” You said quickly and hung up the phone.

You stopped for a second, you where going to meet the legendary Alex Gaskarth, not in a million years would you think you would even see him in person. You fixed yourself up, making sure you looked your best for him. You sighed in happiness once more and headed over there.

*

You walked into your moms small tattoo parlor, looking around. You held your breath when you saw your mom in the middle of giving Alex a dagger through a heart shaped tat on his upper arm. You fixed your shirt and walked in.

"Oh hey y/n" Your mom said looking up at you but quickly looked back down to finish her work. Alex looked even more gorgeous this close, he gave you a smile. You smiled back looking down shyly. "Who is this?" you heard Alex ask your mom. You looked up quickly.

"my daughter,y/n, big fan of yours" Your mom smiled in your direction. "Oh a fan huh, well you look very dashing in the band necklace" He complimented. If he was playing a game to see how many times he could make you blush, he was winning, as you felt your cheeks heat up.

"T-thanks, you have nice um …hair"  You cursed yourself for stuttering, and ‘you have nice hair, really? He laughed "Thanks, I like your’s as well", you both laughed your shyness away. You two stayed looking into each other, hoping to distracting him from the painful needle going into his skin.

"Damn it" Your moms outburst started both of you. "I ran out of ink, I have to go grab some from the store, do you mind? Half off I promise, and for getting y/n out of the house" She smiled at me and washed her hands.

"Okay only should be a couple of minutes." She said and winked at me before leaving. His tat was almost finished, just minor details left. You sat down on the floor, getting tired of standing.

"What are you doing?" Alex frowned at your actions. "what?" You asked. "Sit um, sit" He looked around for a chair. "Just sit here, I promise I wont bite" He patted his leg. God this boy was driving you crazy,  but you did as told. You sat on his lap, looking at each other for a second, then bursting out in laughter, laying your head of his shoulder trying to catch your breath.

Over those twenty minutes of your mom being gone, you and Alex got closer as you two talked about your personal life. You sat there until your mum had to finish his tattoo.

"Hey y/n" he called from his seat as your mom had just finished his tattoo. "What’s up?" you asked. "You wanna maybe show me around, walk around" He asked shyly. Were you making Alex Gaskarth blush? You shook it off.

"Yeah, sure" You smiled. "See you at home mum" You called. "Okay" she said giving you a smile as you walked out with Alex. 

*

"So ms.y/n, why didn’t you tell me you were a fan of peace tea?" he joked as you pulled out a can. You giggled as he poked your sides. "I shouldn’t tell you, it might ruin the peace of the tea" You joked and punched his arm playfully. 

You wished that you could say that the day was free of flaws for you and the band member but as soon as some of your class mates walked into the convenient store, your day turned upside down.

Your held your breath as there gazes stopped at you and whispers fell from there lips. They pointed, they laughed, they did as they pleased with your emotions, they were playing with you just to get a reaction and they were getting it.

You knew they were talking about you, like always. ‘Was it getting hot in there?’ You asked yourself as it began to get harder to breath. You tugged on Alex’s arm. “U-um, we should go, it’s u-m, I’m just hot, lets get out of here” you tried to hide your glassy eyes.

But it was to obvious that you were stressed so you headed towards the door. you made it outside and you shook making it hard to see through your tears.

This wasn’t happening to you again, you didn’t want to show weakness, you didn’t want this anxiety, you wanted it to all end. You heard footsteps. Your let out a shaky sigh as you saw Alex in front of you.

 ”y/n, whats wrong hun” He asked. You shook your head and turned your head. “This is exactly what they want, they want to see me like this, I’m sorry” You cried, trying to calm yourself down. He turned your head to face him.

"Don’t give in y/n, you need to show them that there game isn’t working, cause you know what I see/" he asked holding your cheeks. You shook your head. He gave you a light smile.

He kissed one cheek “I see, a beautiful, fun,” He kissed your other cheek “Smart, and funny girl, not looking down, but up.” He said. You smiled at his actions. He was right though, they made entertainment out of making you suffer, bu that was going to change.

He leaned in slowly and kissed your lips. slowly moving his tender lips against yours and you smiled into the kiss, making his do the same. You held onto his cheeks as he pulled away. Your eyes still closed in this bliss.

"Okay … " You whispered against his lips. He pulled you into his warm arms. You buried your head deep in his chest as he rocked you back and forth.

Never have you felt so free in his arms, you wanted to stay, and he wouldn’t mind … .

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